pig

Its official. i have the swine. the pigs got me. they got me good. i will post more later... as of now i cant really sit up with out puking.
last night i went to the er. got a liter of fluid. the bag went in really fast so i know i was dehydrated. started tamiflu which = puke puke and more puke. i am thinking about just not taking it.
my family is waiting on me hand and foot. i feel so bad. baby Asher is doing good. moving like crazy so im sure he is oblivious to the turmoil his mother is going through. by far the sickest i have ever been in my life. hands down worse than EVEN the rotavirus. i see now how people die from this. but dont you worry. im a survivor:) ha ha. freaking pigs. i know i got it from work. . . . is it bad that i blame work. after begging and begging for patient assignments not involving influenza A, yet still getting some.. with out the correct masks, as a high risk pregnant/diabetic woman.. i blame work. because i do NOT really ever go out in public besides work. and i would like someone or something to blame for this fever and body aches. i can tell you all, with no hesitation... that being 8 months pregnant, having diabetes, and NOW the swine flu... is NOT NOT NOT fun. ok. thats enough complaining. sorry. i have a baby shower in T-minus 3 days, maternity pics in T-minus 2 days. lets all hope what needs to get done this week can get done:)
thanks for listening.