determination

home bodies - thats what they would call us.

asher pukes, mya pukes, then mommy pukes for 2 whole days and contracts simultaneously.

tonight is the night, i wont allow sleep to betray me.

i cleaned my sick bed, took a hot bath, ate some hot soup, put on my most comfortable maternity jammies, and i am going to {SLEEP}!..

THROUGH these contractions, THROUGH the 1hr urination wake up calls, THROUGH the headache.

ah wishful thinking.

though i truly am giving it my all

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is it weird that my best cure for insomnia or anxiety, is to cuddle or simply LOOK at this boy.

he holds so much peace in my heart.

he has no worries in the world.

and he gives the BEST kisses

{chowing down. he has become a total fat kid. wanting to eat EVERYTHING}

{my sweetheart, being so good and coloring a picture while Ash eats dinner}

I told Jared that if we could-- capture, bottle up, and sell Mya's laugh/giggle-- we would be millionaires.

{bam}

7 eleven clerk "o my gosh you are huge! are you due any day?"

me "nope, just constantly contracting so i look huge, and i think im growing a really big baby" {thanks}

i feel pretty. o so pretty.

(34 weeks 1 day with Elliot)

that concludes my random thought post.

now---- to attempt that thing called sleep.