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Happy thoughts. My happy thoughts come from my beautiful children.

from wonderful friends. from a strong family.

from the love of a wonderful husband.

{my Asher. that smile is my happiness}

{mommy and Elliot. in love with him}

{mommy and her girl. she has my heart}

{talking to each other through the fish tank glass}

{love}

{happy 2 year olds}

{My monkey}

{caught her mid dancing}

{daddy naps)

{my neighborhood family .. love them}

{Escaping out of his swing. the time has come to pack this up!}

{"I HATE green peas!!!!"}

{watching football}

{daddy hat}

personally, i have had a sad week. i feel overwhelmed with sadness and self pity. it breaks my heart and kills my spirit to have people tell me how much they dislike me. i try really hard. (i am NOT perfect)... to be a good friend. ... and family member... and it is never fun to feel like people i love and care about... dont like me.

with that said.

my heart is aching for my little sister and the awful choices she is making.

my heart aches to know that Mya's birth mom has not "checked "on her in two weeks... {after bringing a false court document, sheriff, and demanding to take Mya for her "visit:. ....}} the Sheriff... bless his heart... said "sorry miss... Jared is right. im not removing this child from her home.

my heart aches for my daughter. i wish that she will never know the true personality of the woman that birthed her. not because im selfish and want her to myself. . but because i love her so much and dont want her to have a mediocre mom. who has nothing but selfish intentions.

I started my new job. it is busy. busy. busy. but nice to be around my elderly people. i love them ...

"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind"

- Dr Seuss