Tuesday, May 19, 2009

questions

ok. i know i have posted happy posts. for quite a few weeks now. go me. this one is a little different. im having one of those weeks.. where most seems gray and distant. . . dont get me wrong... i have my little bouts of happy. but right now im feeling 60%not. 40%happy.
  • why did i fail my glucose test. three hours of sitting at the dr office. alone. npo. (except that delightful little 100g sugar drink/syrup)... 5 blood draws (not finger sticks)... high glucose readings.. .... uggggghh. after 14 hours of being npo. i went to subway. ate a foot long tuna sub and diet coke. and felt mildly better. . not a fun day.
  • what is wrong with people. im talking customer service people. isnt it you JOB to be nice to customers. in the last 2 weeks i have talked to some of the most tacky, rude, and clearly miserable customer service workers.
  • how do people ... get away with some things. such as... getting out of..........18yrs of child support@ at least.... $200 a month=+/-45,000.00. i gladly will take the fact of deleting this person from my life rather than this money. . . . . , yet think its SOOO unfair that people get away with being such total dead beats. . and pretending to have no feelings and or soul. and getting to pretend that certain things and or people dont exist. i will never understand this.. ever!
  • if Tuna is SOO bad for you during pregnancy. why is it all that i crave
  • why do i feel like im having a heart attack when i have heart burn. like i straight need to call 911. its ridiculous. they say.... that if you have heartburn during pregnancy... your baby will have hair. so... if this is true. . . . im expecting Asher to come out with a long flowing beautiful mane... nothing short of fabio.
  • why cant i sleep when the sun is down. what is it. about a day in full swing, everyone out working, the sun shining in my window.. that automatically puts me to sleep. i promise i lay in bed all night.. but as soon as the sun starts to rise.. im out!
  • whats up with stalkers. i mean.. why do people actually care what i have to say.. or what i look like... or how i am. its weird. i stumble across blogs all the time. im a certified "blog stalker" .. yet when certain people.. search me out.. it bothers me. ........... i have decided to block these certain people from my facebook. and its been liberating.. kinda like... deleting bad people out of your life... a breath of fresh air.
thats enough. i feel better. somewhat.
pray for no Gestational Diabetes.
and for my pregnancy orneriness to go away.
and for sleep.. while the sun is down. .
thank you

4 comments:

Laura said...

Hang in there! I agree with you on the "deleting" people from your life, I did the same thing recently and it really is liberating!

Kess said...

I am totally with you on the mean customer service people, some people are in the way wrong line of work !

ariel said...

i had basically zero heartburn, and my babe has some nice hair. so throw that theory out the window. asher could be straight up bald :) jk

Whit,Tiff and B said...

Kim hang in there! You are not givin anything you can't handle. You are a strong person and I know that everything is going to be just fine. We need to get together....It's been too long.