Thursday, June 18, 2009

can't

Can't waits:
  • to eat tuna. every day. if i so choose
  • to sleep on my back, with out bathroom breaks, for 8 hours
  • to whiten my teeth again
  • to sit in a tanning bed.
  • to not have to shoot up insulin every time i eat, worry if im too low or too high, count carbs, poke my finger
  • to stop worrying when i dont feel this little guy move for a whole ten minutes
  • to be able to touch my toes.. and paint my own toe nails
  • to not feel winded after walking from down stairs c pod to upstairs b pod
  • to drink all the diet coke my little heart desires
  • to eat REAL ice cream, and REAL sushi.
  • to not have my tailbone ache, and my back pop with every move i make
  • to see what color hair my baby has
  • to kiss my sweet boys face, and hands and feet
  • to smell him after a nice bath
  • to take him on walks in his stroller, and cuddle him when he is crying
  • to hear what his cry will sound like
  • to see how he will look in his clothes
  • to have him here with me . and actually be able to SEE him..
  • for him to meet Serena, and all his aunties...
  • for his grandma to hold him
  • for baby Anderson to meet his destined BFF Asher
  • to have my baby with me for chirstmas, birthdays, and every holiday from now on!
  • to hold Asher every second of every day
  • to see how different Asher, Serena, and Baby girl Morris look.
  • to say i have a son.
today i am feeling grateful to experience all of these things. The positive and negative, fun and not so fun, uncomfortable and exciting. i adore this person. this sweet little spirit that has decided that i get to be his mommy. today i feel privileged and proud. and not knocked down by forces around me. i feel strong and stable, peaceful and glad.

5 comments:

ariel said...

something about being pregnant makes a girl want tuna every day. i was the same way. i still ate it at least twice a week :)

Whit,Tiff and B said...

What's it with pregnant women wanted tuna? I have never ever wanted tuna! Weird. Anyways you are so dang close you will be able to do all that stuff so soon. I can't wait for our little ones to meet!

Kess said...

nice post kimmy ;) you'll be such a good mommy !

Morgan said...

I can't wait to meet little asher and hold him for hours and hours!

Ju and Brack said...

Good post! I need the reminder of the good things while going through the rough parts of pregnancy :)