here is a recap of our week... prepare... its been one LONG week..
Came into the world
Spent the first 4 days in this place
48 hour NICU stay.
cuddled mommy
cuddled grandma
spent most the time in the hospital with these 3 adoring ladies
came home!!
slept in his bassinet. first night home
first bath. thank goodness for his grandma calming his down

bounced
i cant believe its been a week. what a wonderful week. i love him. love love love him. my heart skips a beat every time i hear him waking up. my stomach is full of butterflies constantly anticipating his needs. what a wonderful, exhausting, happy, exhausting week.
15 things mommy has felt this week:
1.exhausted. like crazy tired.
2.swollen. from head to toe
3.no appetite. im in full mom mode. no time to feed myself.
4.jumpy. every squeak makes me wake up.
5.sore. percocet you are great.. you just make me so tired.. and with no time to sleep i cant take you.
6.gross. i hardly shower. havent done my hair.
7.happy that my milk finally came in.
8.thankful that asher has an adoring aunt, grandma, and grandpa that will drop anything to love him and give mommy a break.
9.lucky. i feel lucky every time i see him. every time i see my family and friends holding MY SON?!
10.i want to add this one again. exhausted.
11.amazed. that the human body can create a perfect person.
12.shocked at how much harder it is than i imagined. especially nursing. wow. i thought i was so prepared. NO WAY!
13.happy to be able to eat sweets again
14.thankful for lactation specialists who call and check on me... and pumps.
15.lonely. my mom says i have a "sad belly".. my belly looks depressed.. stretch marks, and a huge 5" incision... . it misses Asher. my showers are lonely. i went to the store with out him yesterday and i was so SAD! im not use to him being out of my belly yet.
well... that was our first week together. he is the sweetest thing. my life completely revolves around him. i am enamored with him. its been a great/tiring/different/long/wonderful week.


5 comments:
Whew.. what a week ;) Can't wait to see you guys again !
isn't amazing how many different emotions can be felt at once! Asher is so handsome. Don't worry it will get easier with time. Good luck with nursing. That one can be a beast!
he looks like he's smiling in the picture with serena :) i love it.
He's such a cute little man :) I love how you work with babies and you put Ash on the same schedule! You're the best ocd friend I have :)
happy one week birthday asher! i can't wait to see both of you soon!
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