confessions

end of week confession time:

• i made chelsea straighten and blow dry my hair. and if she wouldn't have. .i would have refused to wash it. . .
  
• i have cried every single day... yep. all 7 of them. for varying reasons of course.
  
• i am reading a dating book. Mars and Venus on a Date.. the squeal to Men are from mars, women are from Venus. and i am learning a lot. seems i have been going about things all wrong.
• if i could abolish 3 things from the world, well my world at least.. and those involved in my world.. it would be.....:1)alcohol 2)divorce and the life long feelings it has left me with 3) the need to shave... or the ability of leg hair to grow back:)
• i hated breastfeeding/pumping. it ='d stress, feelings of inadequacy, stress, and fussy baby
• i will never listen to Lady Gaga again after the VMAs. i just wont do it! she is a crazy person and now i cant even enjoy her music!..
  
• i cried. i mean.. cried for joy. but still... tears were there... when Asher pooped today..
  
• i let Alligator kiss me on the face. . i layed on the floor and let her attack me with her "gator bites" (kisses). and it made me feel/giggle/long to be a 5 year old girl ...
• i refuse to listen to voice mails. i dont care who they are from. i just plain old dont like to listen. i would much rather receive a text.
• i still make Asher wear his Newborn clothes... though they really dont fit all that well anymore.. but to put him in real 3 month clothes makes me SO sad!

ok. there we go. i feel better getting all that off my chest.
im ready to start another week.