mother

When you are a mother, you are never really alone in your thoughts. A mother always has to think twice, once for herself and once for her child. ~Sophia Loren


i have had a lot on my mind today. big things like::::, school.. forgiveness and how far to forgive... trust.. . . finances.. how am i going to "make it" as a single mom.. work.. ugh.. getting ready to go back to work.. thinking of going part time at pcmc and maybe working at mckay .. ... also... little things:::: , changing to a bigger size of diapers.. finding a good aveda oil to put on Ash's dry face... what to do with my body aka forking over the money for a gym pass...

its true that your thoughts/thought process completely change when you become a mother. .. and in my case a single mother. ......... who will babysit while im at school, work, and the gym?! How do i make the most of what little time i have?! ................all things relate to Asher. ........... all things are made better by him... my life has new meaning, new importance, and new priorities. sure am grateful to be his mommy.


on a different note....................
check out this chubby chubs!!!!

(arm pit fat roll)

yes.. thats a tank top. ... i have resorted to putting him in ALL his newborn clothes that he has never worn. because.... he pretty much is squeezed in to size NB now. which i will be honest.. is a little sad for me. seeing as how i purchased majority NB size clothes.. and i want him to get a chance to wear them all! o i love this boy!