now this is REAL talent. bottle and manicure.
today was a rough day.
~fighting back tears every second
~feeling so overwhelmed. like my mind has fizzled into mush.
~i love Asher. i dont mean to complain. but having a bay with colic is SO hard. he cries. cries. screams. cries. and for no good reason. in fact.. he is not even crying tears. the only way he is calm is if mommy is holding him. . the entire day.
~being mad at yourself for being sad that someone who has NEVER done anything but let you down, has let you down again.. when you probably really believed that this time was different.
~reminding myself all day that i know Heavenly Father wants me to be happy. that he loves women. and he would never want for one of his daughters to feel the way i have been feeling.
~showing up late for my chiropractic appointment. and having to wait forever. knowing i have a screaming baby at home. {mixed emotions .. kind of like a mini 1 hour vacation}
deep breath!
tomorrow is a new day!
stay strong.
have faith.
happiness is a conscious decision.
who could be anything but blissfully happy looking at this cute face?!
2 comments:
"Avoid A thing today that made you sad yesterday" Anon :) jk I just made that up. But you can do it. And I'm pretty sure one day when i was looking up quotes I thought Anon was a person :)
Tomorrow is always a better day, I'm learning that one too. You're a good mom! hang in there
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