delirious

my sweetheart who thinks everything he does is Hheeeelarious
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my favorite daughter

True love

long hair and bubble beard

Mr potato head

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Mrs Potato head

you know that point right before you fall sleep....and its quiet.. and your brain is trying to shut off..... when you think of something and giggle to yourself.
well i spend hours at this delirious stage of rest.
insomnia has only worsened during this pregnancy.. im so tired... then im so thirsty.. then im uncomfortable... hips hurt... need some chapstick...... and of course then i have to pee.. and it all starts over from there.

what makes me giggle when im falling asleep;... i replay...
- the last episode of The Soup or Tosh.0 in my head
- Asher calling everything a puppy. how much he LOVES puppies.. particularly Neige (Neee)
- the people of walmart
- my kids laughing over everything!
- Elliot.... how he wakes up at 1am and moves for about 6 hours straight
- the way Mya's jeggings accentuate her full figure
- our catfish. he gets stuck in these weird positions upside down ...
- Asher pushing the baby stroller around ... he is the most tender little boy
- the latest Mr Potato Head configuration. typically he has an arm coming out of his nose and lips where his ears should go
- my last dr appointment. Jared and i met with a diabetes education RN and as she was leaving the room after our appointment she ran straight into the half open door. Jared held his laughter for several minutes as to not make things awkward
- that both the kids can tell when i wake up in the morning... because as soon as they hear me coughing or blowing my nose..... i hear "mommy!!!"
- how Mya tries to keep Asher in line when she sees him doing something she knows is wrong.. "no geeky.. no".... then she usually directs his attention away from what he was doing.
- how many times i "fluff" the laundry in the dryer because i HATE folding it and putting it away. how will i do this with a family of 5 in 2 months.
-Mya running around .... / hopping around... when we go to the bounce house in Centerville
- Mya calling the picture of Jesus in her room "daddy"....
- Asher's high pitched talking voice when he is excited about something.. today it was a book about pets.. every page he would gasp out of excitement and kiss the book
- Jared's mountain man beard when its wet..... and how he shampoo's it

its been a rough few days. lots of crying. on my part. AND the part of my 2 teething toddlers. molars are rough. diabetes is rough. being told that i have to have my baby at 37 weeks even tho i want to wait till 39 weeks. possibility of blood sugar controlling pills?! ahh.. or even worse INSULIN.. AHHH... Gestational Diabetes Diet= no carbs = no energy = burning eyes all the time telling me they are tired.

i have bruises all over my arms and hands from blood draws... as well as my fingers from blood sugar checks. i ate half an english muffin and an apple for breakfast and my blood sugar was over the limit still. ridiculous.

im glad i still have the ability to giggle at my day as i fall asleep at night.