my week so far;;;;;;;;;;;;;
failed my 1hour gestational diabetes test. for 4 days now i have put off taking the 3 hour test. i am simply NOT READY to know if i need insulin AGAIN! i know there are worse things in life. but i really tried my hardest to not get diabetes again this pregnancy...... but its clear that i can not control it. thats the joy of having a significant family history of diabetes.
FINALLY got all the paper work and court fees and so on filled to go to court for Mya. it is SUCH a process. but it is a process that will be totally worth it! we are hoping to get full legal, full physical custody. with limited visitation for her mother. contingent upon clean drug testing. (ugh my stomach drops to my toes even thinking of Mya spending the night at her gross house, with her scary boyfriend, and with no crib and none of her favorite things).. being a step parent is by far the hardest thing i have ever dealt with. i am mostly looking forward to letting a judge decide what her mother "deserves"... a totally unbiased 3rd party. who has nothing but Mya's best interest in mind.
celebrated my dad's birthday.
purchased a grill!
and finally........ reaching almost 30 weeks pregnant with my wild Iron Man in utero. he is made of steel. no lie. he is kicking me in places i have never been kicked. at time i feel like i could grab his foot he pushes it out so hard and so far.
1 comment:
Kim,
I am so sorry you are having to deal with diabetes again. Poor Mya to have a mother like that but atleast she has you. Hopefully the judge will see what is best! I am sure he will I will keep you all in my prayers.
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