happy thoughts

happy thoughts

its been a rough few days

i cant even begin to list the things that have weighing on my mind

so i will list the happy thoughts

1}i love that my baby has gained an entire pound in 2 weeks. i love my fat fatty.

2}mya's legs look exceptionally fat in summer shorts. i love it.

3}asher has been pulling his pants up really high, pretending to be an old man and making us laugh at him. where does he get this stuff. i love this kid.

4}so happy my dryer is fixed. that was a rough 48 hours. a family of 5 can NOT survive without a running dryer

5}love my new gold sandals

6}so happy to have some of my food storage organized

7}Florence & The Machine Cosmic Love.. i cant get enough

8}the flowers Jared planted are looking lovely

9}i have officially given up diet coke. go me. im 2 weeks clean.

10}leaving myself positive notes around the house to read is really helping me battle these baby blues

trying to constantly scan my brain for happy thoughts. surgery is consuming my mind and the anxiety is unreal. i never realized how terrified i was of anesthesia. happy thoughts happy thoughts.