*-question: why do people look into your car... as they drive by you on the free way. ? it is so awkward. Hey... whats up.. just driving... cool. thanks for the eye contact. move along.
*-crossed two essential things off the "must get done with in the next 5 weeks" list. .. swing, diaper bag.
swing:) i love it.
*-insomnia is taking over me. as soon as the sun comes up is when my body says, ok.. sleep..
*-thank goodness for sugar free Popsicles... i love them. they love me. we have a strong, summer, pregnancy, diabetes relationship.
*-ok. now this picture i post with extreme hesitation. (but in the spirit of documenting my pregnancy and events for myself) if you would not like to see a pregnant belly. please remove your eyes from the screen. scroll down quickly, or exit this blog all together..here goes.
.......................................this is what happens when Grandma talks to Asher. Notice the location of my belly button. My mom was sitting to the right of me, .....>
She kept talking and talking to Asher... touching him and telling him how much she loves him. wellllll.. he migrated over to be close to her. he wormed his way completely on my right side. it was the strangest thing i have ever seen. .. and felt. he wiggled on over and just listened to my mom.... touched her hand when she would put it on my belly.. kicked her forehead as she gave him a little kiss. SOOOO FUNNY! he is a sweet boy. and he loves his grandma.
*-the thought of working all week is so ...... upsetting. ... N95 masks, purple droplet signs.. ugh... has respiratory season not ended? is it JUNE! ? the END of june at that!!? please swine. make your way east.. or south.. away from us.
*-why must people disciplin their children in public. ...? rather.. YELL and SCREAM at their children in public...? it is so awkward for all of us.. cant it wait till you get back in the mini van? please?!
*-afrin addiction, allergies, pregnancy congestion. am i the only one who cant breathe?
*-I would like to describe my heart burn/indigestion. for the record. I always imagined heartburn was for pansies. people that couldnt stand to just have their food come back up a little or something.
.................... wow.................... i was wrong. As my stomach is pushed up to my rib cage.. and my peristalsis has seemed to slow.. i have what is referred to as heartburn. why do they call it heart burn?? it has nothing essentially to do with my heart. but it certainly feels like i am having a major heart attack. it happens 3 times a week. and every time the same thing......... such awful pain that i cant stand, take a full breath, think, talk, walk, lay, or stop moaning. you would think i had just been shot in the chest. it is by FAR the worst thing i have ever experienced. i cant take a full deep breath, therefor i get panicked and start to hyperventilate. i get hot, and sweaty, and anxious.. and i know very well it is heartburn.. yet in the back of my mind... i think.... :what if... what if this is not heartburn this time. what if its contractions, lung cancer, a heart attack, placenta abruption....:
Its really quite pathetic. I obviously have ZERO ability to handle pain. .... but i will give it my number one most painful thing i have experienced... BY FAR!
2 comments:
Heartburn by far has been the worst for me also! I get it at the most random times. I'll wake up in the middle of the night and can't sleep because I have to sit up to help the burning. I hear ya girl..... Let this be over soon
Kim you are almost done keep up the good work girl!
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